My mood has been so whack today. One minute I am having a great time with Scott running errands, the next  I am having a weird anxiety attack at dinner. I don't like when I feel anxious, I start to think the worst is happening, like my cat is dead, or I'm gross, or I have cancer and I don't know it. I ran home after dinner, showered, and watched Girls for 2 hours. I feel better, but it literally felt like I had to go home to be okay. I get anxiety around my period, when I am unsure of something, or when everything seems chaotic. I think it must have been my messy car, or the money I don't have, because I felt like I had no control.  Luckily it has passed for now, but I wish I could control these random anxiety bursts.

Also, I miss my girlfriends back home.